There is less than 48 hours until I am having my surgery and I cannot wait. I am literally counting down the seconds!!

Writing this post now I am currently sat in the airport lounge, after eating the most delicious blueberry muffin, and waiting to board my flight.

Flights are booked, surgery is booked, deposit is paid, time off work is agreed and all I now have to do is wait till thursday!

I am so incredibly excited for this, it has been a long time coming. After losing 85lbs in 18 months by weight training I have got to my lightest ever weight however I have areas that are extremely stubborn and are making me miserable so I have chosen to book cosmetic surgery.

The nerves haven’t hit me yet, or the fact I am travelling alone to another country for quite a serious bit of surgery! Even though I am very independent, the thought of changing dressings, or getting dressed with bandages and drains freaks me the fuck out, and I don’t really know how I will cope without my mum beside me!

I just checked the local weather for this week and its going to be a max of 37 degrees which is bloody boiling!! Not sure how I will cope in that heat after surgery but I am hoping I don’t have to leave my airconned hotel room and I can just binge netflix whilst I rest!